1=True 0=False. Don't you get strange feeling looking at
yourself in the bathroom mirror and wondering who are you ?;
Fail = Not knowing enough about oneself. I am who I want to
be, and everybody ought to accept me as I am. Now, aren't we
just the sum up of people's expectations of us ?; Calling back
on all the previous information related to the SELF subject,
one entry is resonating quite strongly. I do not know who by
and when, but it states the following: "We are, at any given
time, just the sum up of our choices in the past". If this
statement = 1 then let me ask you this; The choices we make
in every-day life, aren't they in some measure influenced by
people around us, 1 or 0? If 1 then go to " I'll make you
feel good - paragraph 1"; If 0 then go to "I'll make you feel
good - paragraph 2".
I'll make you feel good - paragraph 1
Thanks for being sensible. People's feedback on one's actions
tends to have an educational/altering effect on oneself.
Inspiring/Depressing = Right/Wrong = Smile/Moan = Good/Bad - Simple
equation that can be applied universally and abused easily.
That is just the surface of things. If the 'customer' comes
back for more, than the service is good. Sincere approval of
one's actions is hard to spot whereas total disapproval of the
same is kind of obvious and not too hard to get. Some
members of our glorious species seem unaware of that. One's
social life = One's understanding of oneself. Inspire your
social environment and it will bear the fruits of positive
influence back to you. It is a perpetual process and it
started from the first time you ever realized you are
definitely you and nobody else. To chase the extremes of this
issue would be to say that my only proof of existence is the
recognition of my existence by people around me, therefore if
they make me they certainly have an impact on my personal
decisions - which in return shape up my biography and finally
become ME in the end. Bunch of chemicals interacting with each
other and changing each other permanently in the process is the
core analogy to understanding human to human interaction and the
effects of it. Even the strongest chemical gets altered while
shattering an inferior one. So it is not who we are, but who
are we with. Selective = Wise. My advice to you, dear reader
is to stay within and explore the boundaries of yourself and
welcome any sincere intrusion that might better you and enhance
your existence so you can recycle it and pass it on. Beware
of the fakes - they are everywhere. Go to "Conclusion".
I'll make you feel good - paragraph 2
Thanks for being sensible. If a penguin was dropped into an
African jungle, what would he become in the process of
adaptation to the new environment ? A monkey, a parrot, a
crocodileŠŠŠŠ.. He would probably remain a penguin for the rest
of his life, maybe an unhappy penguin, but a penguin for
sure. Any significant change requires time. Our lifetime is a
blink of an eye in comparison to the real - outside time
scale. No considerable change can come in such a small space
of time. We are different in different stages of our lives and
the only changes of our understanding of ourself are the
changes influenced by the body clock in us, the rest of it
just the scenery to our existence. The scenery is static and
it is down to the individual to create and maintain his/hers
own. When certain part of the scenery wares out, one should
just replace it with the new - better one. Some of us need
big sets for our biographies. My Ego > Your Ego. Acquiring a
group of an inferior acquaintances and manipulating them is a
life well lived. I can change you, but you can't change me
because my ego > your ego. Life is only a hormonal process.
Birth to Puberty - process in waiting; Puberty to Adolescence -
process unaware of itself (hormones without experience);
Adolescence - a place in time where process perpetuates itself;
Old Age - I wouldn't know about that - (20 > I am < 30)
years of age. I'll leave a blank row just in case I get back
to this text when/if I am 60 to round up my sum up of who
and what we are throughout our lives.