get very scared never think of it actually happening to me ? can't really comprehend what it means try to think of something else instead feel deeply spiritual try to understand it and make my life make some sense feel I need to change my life feel I need to stop wasting time
give a misleading idea of what I am actually like tend to talk about myself and not ask them questions ? look at them very critically feel quite scared of them tend to find myself isolated feel really at home and at my happiest wonder what they think about me try to be warm and humble always look for the best in them wonder what their lives are really like
people criticise me I'm alone ? when people I love hurt me things in my life are out of control actually I'm pretending to be strong I'm in a crowd when I'm angry I have no focus in my life
know yourself and love others around you get what you want ? live for the moment nurture valuable and lasting friendships do all things you want to before you die appreciate what you have be resilient not let things get you down
is exactly what I want it to be ? is not what I expected is nice but I'd like to change some things is very eratic is quite bad should be better than it is is everything I need but I don't always see it